"You dont have to be good to start but you have to start to be good!!!"
yes, I am online :D whoop whoop! What a progress! Okay, todays topic? Well:
”You don’t have to be good to start but you have to start to be good.”
What does that mean for me? I should definitely work on my priorities. First, grab myself a guitar teacher! I mean, the only chords I can play are the basic chords (A, D, C, E, G major and some other chords) and easy chords. I have tried and failed playing difficult chords, but that’s okay! So, I should find myself a teacher (:. Second, I want to join a youth acting club. I love acting and I definetely should keep up with it (: .
Okay, obviously not many people have stumbled over my blog yet but that’s okay… I guess (: . To be honest, I haven’t posted much /: … I don’t want this blog to be a huge success (not necessarily) but a place with little secret treasures hidden. I want SOMEONE, ANYONE to see things that I have postet here.
Most of my friends are studying or doing an apprenticeship. I want to study this year! I was working the last year and I did an internship in the theatre over the past two months and I have another month to go.
What do I want to study? Well, I am very interested in film and direction. I have applied at a mediaschool an I got in! The thing is, it is extremely expensive :s and therefore I need a lot of financial support. My parents can’t afford it! They cannot pay the whole ammount on their own! Lucky me! I’m living in Germany and you get support from the state but wil it be enough?! I don’t want to waste another year. Neither do I want to give up my dream so easily! So? I guess I have to work it out somehow. Maybe there is a good solution which makes everyone happy :) ….
Fear. A certain kind of feeling that haunts us. It makes us poweless. Sometimes. It lets us stop. Stop everything. Like moving forward. Why? Because…because……because………we are stuck in the past. We can not let go of the things that had happened to us in the past. Things that made us angry. Or sad. But we should let go of the past. Of fear. Of hate. Espacially of hate. Because:
”Hate is baggage. Life’s too short to be pissed off all the time. It’s just not worth it.” - American History X